i <3 my life

07:56 pm - best day ever!

Omg! Okay. So its been a while… but theres this guy I met. His names grant :) he delivers pepsi to the q-mart… anyways. Hes hot. And normal. And I love it.

So we flirt and that’s fun. So tomorrow amy and I are going out drinking because shes single! Woo hoo! So grant drops off pepsi on Tuesdays, so yesterday I left a note for him(because I don’t see him Tuesday mornings, cuz he gets there before i start) so I asked him if he wants to come with and be our DD since we’ll be wasted… knowing full well he probably will say no, so I didn’t even bother leaving my number.

SOOOOOOOOO! Today amy gives him the note, and he was like “what? No numbers?!” so when he went into the cooler to put his crap away, amy wrote my number on there. And HE TOTALLY TEXTED ME. Im really shocked… not that I think hes too good for me or whatever… but he likes the plastic ones… and im not. So idk… but I love it. Hes so cute.

And whats awesome is today is brandons birthday… and I got a new hot BETTER guys number! So I love it. An asshole may have been born, but im pretty sure it’s a sign from God that things are starting to look up :) well anyways so I told him he should come out with us and get us… or just drink with us. And he said he has to work on his bike… whatever. He better show up!
Well anyways. On a happy note I still got his number. And that makes me HAPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYY!

I feel like im in middle school! haha lets just hope he doesnt turn out to be a felon sex offender like the last douche :)

01:05 am - Writer's Block: Swine Times

01:55 am

so brandon and i have been talking... boo... and i ended that shit last night...

apparently hes been messing around (but not sex he says...)with some whore in his program at ltc... and shes got a bf too! and like the 3 of them hang out! WTF. "we just dont tell her boyfriend..." as she writes him letters about how shes not pregnant, and how he wants to do her in the shower, because SHE MAGICALLY WONT GET PREGO THAT WAY. he "misses her taste and soft supple skin pressing against him" VOMIT.

so anyways... he was telling me how he has these demons: drinking, sex and smoking... and he wont be happy til he gets rid of them. CLEARLY he has the lying demon as well as the vomit demon. BARF.

so being nice i was like well lets hang with the dog and cat (i bought him a kitty, her name is princess cocoa puff!) and behave... and he says "cant... got kevins birthday party" CLEARLY YOU DONT CARE YOU HAVE DEMONS! you chose to indulge in your SO HORRIBLE demons instead of make yourself "happy" as you say. what the fuck.

i was SO furious. like whatever. you are clearly worthless! WORTHLESS. im here to help you and you fucking cheat on me and choose to get wasted. what. the. fuck. ever.

one less christmas present to buy. woo hoo!

07:02 pm

so brandon and i broke up for good... we tried friends... and he only kept me around til his new girl came over... may.

i couldnt feel shittier.

it's been a week and he has a new bitch...

i hope he gets AIDS. seriously. im that mad.

04:48 pm - stolen from the makster!

I was going to post an actual entry, but instead, I bring you a test:

You think you know me...........


Prove it.


(2 Points) My name:

(4 Points) Am i in love...if so with who:

(1 Points) Where did we meet:

(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:

(1 Points) Where do I work:

(3 Point) What am I afraid of:


(2 Points) Do I smoke:


(3 Points) Do I drink:


(3 points) Do you think Im a virgin:


(1 Point) Do I have any siblings:

(2 Points) How many:

(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:

(1 Point) How many piercings do I have:

(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:

(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:

(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:

(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

(2 Points) Whats my favorite color:

(3 Points) Name something I hate:

(4 Points) Name a talent I have:

(4 Points) Whats my phone service:

(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:

(4 Points) Do I have any pets:

(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now:

(5 Points) How long have I been dating/liking them:
(5 points) How tall am I:

(5 Points) What is my worst habit:

(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

(5 extra bonus points) Tell me something unique about me:


I'll send you your grade back through the message...

80-85 Points; Best Friend.
70-79 Points; Great Friend.
40-69 Points; Friend.
20-39 Points; You should hang out with me more! Ask me when.
00-19 Points; Either you're a crappy friend, or you're new friend!

Post so I can test for you

Current Mood: exhausted

10:11 am - stole from josh dean!

The Window Shopper Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf) Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper. You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come. Your exact opposite: The Stiletto Deliberate Brutal Sex Master Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns. Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs. BEWARE: The Hornivore CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy, The Boy Next Door Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: meganvd

Current Mood: groggy

08:06 pm - extremely hungover after an awesome st pattys day!

--ROCKER--
[x] Do you have long hair?
[x] Do you like Beer?
[] Have you ever been in a Mosh pit?
[] You don't believe in God?
[] You have a pentagon not pentacle on some clothing
[] You own some spikes?
[] Can you play guitar?
[] Do you own Boots?
[x] Do you rock out?
Total: 3

--DRAMA KID--
[x] Ever been in a play?
[] Have you ever seen a theatre show?
[] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[] Want to end up working in/for theatre?
[]Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[x] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[x] Do you like the 'Sound of Music'?
[] Did you like the Broadway show you saw?
Total: 3

--REDNECK--
[] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[] Do you drive a truck?
[] Do you like four-wheelers?
[x] Do you like to get dirty?
[x] Do you like country music?
[] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[] Do you have more than 4 different animals at your home?
[] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy videos?
Total: 2

--GOTH--
[] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[] Is most of your clothing dark?
[] Do you think about death often?
[] Do you want to die?
[] Are you a social outcast?
[] Do you like Hot Topic?
[] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[] Are you mean?
Total: 0

--Scene KID--
[x] Do you own band shirts?
[] Is a bandana part of your everyday outfit?
[x] Do you wear tight pants?
[] Do you hate "Push Pits"?
[] Is there "X's" or the word "MOSH" in your screen-name?
[] Do you sometimes or often wear camo?
[x] Does your myspace profile play a song?
[] Do the words "headwalking, windmills, and pill-on" mean anything to you?
[] You have been called "scene"?
[] Do you like cartoons?
[x] Do you like hello kitty?
Total: 4


--SKATER/PUNK--
[] Skateboard?
[] Do/did you wear Skateboarding shoes?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[x] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops
[] Do you watch the x-games?
[] Do/did you have/want any piercings other than ears?
[] Do u like mohawks?
[] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total: 2

--PREP--
[x] Do you say the word "like" a lot?
[x] Do you shop at Hollister/ Abercrombie&Fitch/ AE/ Aero?
[x] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[x] Do you laugh a lot when you're with your friends/ girlfriend
[x] Have/do you watch(ed) LAGUNA BEACH?
[x] Do you like pop music?
[] Do you want/have a little dog?
[x] Do you laugh a lot?
Total: 7

--HIPPIE--
[x] Is your hair long?
[] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[] Do you want to save the animals?
[] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[] Do you like folk music?
[] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[] Is your idea of fun sitting around one person playing a guitar and singing along?
[] Do you see someone playing frisbee and automatically ask to play?
Total: 1

-RASTA--
[] Do you enjoy reggae music?
[] Do you like Bob Marley?
[] Do you like the colors red, gold, and green?
[] Do you smoke weed more than once a week?
[] Do you like most the chronic songs?
[x] Have you ever been in an argument with somebody about how weed is better than alcohol?
[] Do you get happy when its 4:20?
[x] Do you like sublime?
Total: 2

--GHETTO--
[x] Do you dance ghetto sometimes?
[] Do you wear do-rags?
[x] Do you like hip-hop?
[] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[] Do you believe he's alive?
[] Do you like afros?
[x] Have you ever said "Fo Sho"?
Total: 3

--EMO-
[]Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodie sweatshirts?
[x] Do you like soft music?
[] Do people not understand you?
[] Do you write your own poems?
[] Do you dye your hair red, black, or any other dark color?
[]Do you cut your own hair?
[x] Do you sometimes feel very lonely?
[] Is "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights a good song?
Total: 3

--SURFER--
[] Do you surf?
[] Do you wear flip flops all year around?
[x] Is your hair layered?
[] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[X] Do You Tan In The Summer?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[] Do you hate/"dislike" tourists?
Total: 4

--GEEK--
[X]Do you wear glasses?
[] Do you get good grades?
[]Do you use an inhaler?
[] Do you stick calculators and pens into your shirt pockets?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[x] Do you ever get picked on?
[] Do you look forward to going to school?
[x] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[] Do you play video games?
Total: 3

--INDIE--
[] Do you never follow fashion?
[] Are The Libertines one of your favorite bands?
[] Do you find bands that aren't in the top 10 more appealing?
[] Do you talk to the opposite sex as easy as the same sex?
[] Do you like Starbucks?
[] Has a band "lost their touch" if they get into the charts?
[] Do you stick out from all your friends?
[] Do you own a purple hoodie?
[] Do you not care what other people think?
[] Do you wear clothes you can't get where you live?
Total: 0

Current Mood: tired

11:44 pm - blah

so... last night we partied HXCX. til like 5am! or 6 or something.

i've been up since 9am. im not sure why.

oh. hot cocoa man... suck a dick!

Current Mood: exhausted

04:22 pm - :)

this has been the best week of my life.

i hope my hot cocoa man calls me :) for all of you who dont know... read my myspace!


back to day dreaming :)

11:31 pm

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

Current Mood: fairly depressed.

08:48 pm

i've moved to myspace. so..... search me on there.

after a while its way sweeter than here.

im not deleting my account or anything. its just jmc_hammer has run its course...

i'll still check it

LOVE YA GUYS
















































ps. thats hot ;)

Current Mood: contemplative

02:57 pm - march 7, 2006

MOSTLY FOR ASH!

this is a convo i had with garys little sister
shes almost as dumb as he is.
the HA is addressed to his stupid SN "this marine will fuck u up"

he'll just pull a knife on you :'(!

R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
HA
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
will you
This marine will fuck u up says:
what
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
your name
This marine will fuck u up says:
Brittany
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
oh. your gay-ry's sister
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
i mean your screen name
This marine will fuck u up says:
yeah
This marine will fuck u up says:
wjo is this
This marine will fuck u up says:
who
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
megan ver duin
This marine will fuck u up says:
who
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
look at my email address
This marine will fuck u up says:
ok
This marine will fuck u up says:
Ihe never talked to me about any friends
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
yeah
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
i guess im a friend
This marine will fuck u up says:
he is in Virgina
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
yeah i wanst sure if he could go online
This marine will fuck u up says:
he can't he is working
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
watching over GW
This marine will fuck u up says:
no not yet
This marine will fuck u up says:
he is watching people to learn the trade
This marine will fuck u up says:
After High I going tinto the army
This marine will fuck u up says:
what are you going to do
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
well i go to oshkosh
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
and im going to for business
This marine will fuck u up says:
that is good what are u going to study
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
business
This marine will fuck u up says:
ok
This marine will fuck u up says:
if I would go to college I would go to studdy to be a doctor
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
how old are you
This marine will fuck u up says:
13
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
oh
This marine will fuck u up says:
why
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
just wondering
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
wehre are you gonna go to school.
This marine will fuck u up says:
I'm going to sheboyganfalls middle
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
for college...?
This marine will fuck u up says:
Probally califorina state or fodolac
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
those are 2 really different colleges
This marine will fuck u up says:
I know but my mom went to fondolac so I might follow in her foot steps

Current Mood: 12 hrs til texas!

12:38 pm

IM SO GLAD SANTINO DIDNT WIN!

this is my fav thing ever

http://www.bravotv.com/Project_Runway_2/Episodes/Episode_14/Rate_the_Runway/Chloe_9.shtml?__voted=1

SO AWESOME.

Current Mood: anxious!

06:12 pm - greatest website EVER

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[COLOR=Indigo]Click to view my test results[/COLOR][/URL]

Current Mood: hyper

09:02 pm

so i realized since i've been in HS lots of awesome people have died.

wesley willis
george harrison
johnny cash
robert palmer
rick james!
christopher reeve
PJP2
johnny cash
mitch hedberg
rosa parks
Coretta Scott King
don knotts

Current Mood: oh the dead bodies

08:23 pm

as many of you know, don knotts has died, and fife is nicknamed after him.(since he supposedly looked like him back in the day)

so today im online talking to dave, who tells me his dad has let us use his truck for our roadtrip so that was totally awesome. and then this thing signs on to msn

"im dead..." with a picture of barney fife

and i realized it was fife. and i pretty much died laughing/crying alone in my dorm.


man do i feel like a jackass


so dave and i are going to st louis, texas, little rock, memphis and home again in 2 weeks. ITS GOING TO KICK ASS. i think were going home on thursday, like... march 9 and then leaving like... that night or something. so yeah. totally awesome. so were gonna drive all night(like celine dion, but were gonna eat steaks! like she SHOULD) so anyways, its gonna rock so much ass. so then were driving like... to oklahoma to go to this dump PINK, OKLAHOMA. sure the towns worse than falls, but its called PINK! so we have to. dave said we also have to go to biblioteca. and i was like "wheres that" but he meant the library on campus. lol silly me!

so then were gonna go hang out with my cousin rachele and her hubby for a few days and then go to little rock to worship bill clinton. i wont be partaking in this worshiping. so anyways then were driving to memphis. either before or after little rock, theres this little town called hope. and i was like WEAK hope! since she goes to UW-0 now. and i had to see her, but thats another story. so anyways, i guess BC was born there, so we have to stop there too! WEEEEEEEAK! oh well. so then were going to memphis and were totally staying in the ELVIS PRESLEY HEARTBREAK HOTEL i love it! i only wish i had $500 for the themed suites. that are all 60s and shit. yum. haha.

so then were coming home. and back to uw-o

SO this weekend on saturday i went out, a whole 2 houses down from daves, to this party that daves roommate was playing at. it was sweet. i missed the beginning which had my fav song. hopefully they get famous and i can have it on a cd and it will remind me of trying to watch Flava Flav while that song is on. hahaha it is good though. so i drank the 50 ml bottle of rum my cousin got me. 35%. works for me! and then my new friend kate(carrie, and im miranda. just like on sex and the city. shes a journalism major and is dating one of daves roomies) so shes totally sweet and we smoked 3 bowls and danced to destinys child, talking heads, some song called "baby im an anarchist". and then took pulls of vodka. (this was at daves house, we left to dance/smoke/vodka) so then i put vodka in a waterbottle and juice in another and we were on our way back 2 houses over. where i had to see hope. now i saw her first, and i could hide, but then i got too drunk and i was in the kitchen feeling daves and adams(and his girlfriends) faces. im not sure why. but then i hear this nasal voice scream "OMG MEGAN FUCKING VERDUIN" and i was like GOD DAMN IT! but i was like "OMG HOPE FUCKING BUEHLER" like we were best friends. truth is. WE ARE NOT. and then she was like :D im dumb etc and it was lame. so i ended up talking to this other girl who got punched in the face, so she kicked this girl in the stomach with her pointy heels and it was an awesome story. so i gave her a pull of vodka/juice and she was like gushing over the vodka. TOLD YA BITCHES BARNETTS CITRUS VODKA IS AWESOME. its strong, and citrus!

yeah. so then i went back to daves, smoked another bowl with dave annie and scott, and went to bed.

Current Mood: ITS MY HUMPS!

06:27 pm

THIS IS DIRECTED MOSTLY TO ASH.

so shauna came online. and thats where it all started!

R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
its true
Shauna--Officer Barney, RIP says:
i know
Shauna--Officer Barney, RIP says:
we'll all miss him
Shauna--Officer Barney, RIP says:
at least he's done suffering, tho
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
no
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
he needed to live forever.
Shauna--Officer Barney, RIP says:
he will, tho
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
no
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
my wedding... its incomplete now
Shauna--Officer Barney, RIP says:
:D why, u wanted him to tell jokes at it?
R.I.P. Don Knotts says:
DUH

Current Mood: im going to shower now!

05:52 pm

so today i got high and went to st vinnies with dave, tobin and this other guy. and like.... it was all 1/2 off and awesome

and then this weird girl who looked like ashlie mcgaw like... her size. came up to us and she was holding up crutches pretending to be the grim reaper she claims. she was a total crackhead. she swears she wasnt on anything, but whatever. she obviously was! so then she told dave he is like hyde from that 70s show and im donna. i dont look like her but i have her attitude. im glad a jr in highschool thinks that. she was totally weird. so then there was this huge tub and it had pickles in it and this lady said they were free so we took the whole tub of free pickles. and then this weirdo chick gave me a nickel. it was totally strange. but dude... so like shes a fuckin weirdo. she asked if we went to uwo and we were like yeah and then we asked if she was in HS and she ran behind a shelf and peeks her head around the corner and whispers "yes" and then she asked where i got my scarf from and i was like maurices and shes like oh i dont shop there... ever. and i was like okay? whatever. you're dumb.

yeah today was really weird. for reals. but i got shit for 1/2 off.

Current Mood: high

10:05 pm - BEST SHIT EVER

Ooooooo
Ahhhhhh

I know what you want, and I know what you need
But I'm goin' screw it up, yeah
Cause I'm an idiot, and I'm your boyfriend, yes I am

I'm goin' take you out, and leave my wallet home
Then I use your cell phone, baby
Long distance, and I'm your boyfriend

Baby I know I'm a man who's made mistakes
I still got some learning to do
I made out with your best friend the other day, and
Now we're best friends too
Yeah Yeah

And I know what you want, and I know what you need
But I'm goin' screw it up, yeah
Cause I'm an idiot, and I'm your boyfriend, yes I am

And I'm goin' get you a gift, Hey! But its something I like too
Hope you like this Norelco Big trimmer with my name on it,
And I'm your boyfriend

Hey Deh Deh Deh Deh Deh
Yeah deh deh deh deh deh deh
deh deh deh deh deh deh deh deh deh deh

Goin' Get real drunk,
And call my baby up at four o'clock in the morning
Wake you up
I'm an idiot!

Pick up the phone, come on
I love you
Lets get in my dad's SUV,
And we'll go over to my house, my crib, my pad
I'll tell my mom to go to sleep
Then we'll have the living room all to ourselves, you see
We'll put on some great DVD's I picked up
How bout like, something like the Matrix

Ooooo
Ahhhhh

I can turn my boom box up, and make the bass
Smack the side of my moms couch
Yeah!

Hey baby you like fine cooking? Cause you know what?
I got a swanson's dinner in the freezer with your name on it
Check it out

Yeah!

I got a permanent wave, yeah!
I got an ogilvie home perm, baby

Uh! I Honk the horn can you honk the horn?
Can you honk the horn?
Let me hear you honk it! Come on!

Let me hear you say uh uh!
Let me hear you say uh uh uh!
Let me see you say uh uh!
Let me hear you say uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh yeah!
Let me hear you say uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh yeah!



I FUCKING MISSED THIS SONG. AND THE AWESOMENESS IT GIVES OFF. this is the new official party song at 832 jackson. FOR REALS.

Current Mood: HAPPY

12:21 pm - blizzard!

man... i know its wisconsin and this shit happens, but we have like a foot of snow and it wont fucking stop. now i dont have boots, which blows. but atleast my class got cancelled from 6-9pm tonight. NOT MY 2-3 ARG! oh well.

oh and my birthday party got cancelled. it blows.

message to ASH: you still come up! were going out to parties/getting drunk regardless. adam(daves roommate) is having his family come up for saturday night, so theres room for you and tubby and steve in daves room on the floor, so that'll be fun. and were getting wasted! and then off to appleton for sunday
wee hee :)

Current Mood: cold - i HATE snow!